They peered eagerly at the door, where all must enter.A grocery man drove up and carried in several baskets of eatables.This started some words upon grocery men and the cost of food in general.
"I see meat's gone up," said one.
"If there wuz war, it would help this country a lot."
The line was growing rapidly.Already there were fifty or more, and those at the head, by their demeanour, evidently congratulated themselves upon not having so long to wait as those at the foot.There was much jerking of heads, and looking down the line.
"It don't matter how near you get to the front, so long as you're in the first twenty-five," commented one of the first twenty-
five."You all go in together."
"Humph!" ejaculated Hurstwood, who had been so sturdily displaced.
"This here Single Tax is the thing," said another."There ain't going to be no order till it comes."
For the most part there was silence; gaunt men shuffling, glancing, and beating their arms.
At last the door opened and the motherly-looking sister appeared.
She only looked an order.Slowly the line moved up and, one by one, passed in, until twenty-five were counted.Then she interposed a stout arm, and the line halted, with six men on the steps.Of these the ex-manager was one.Waiting thus, some talked, some ejaculated concerning the misery of it; some brooded, as did Hurstwood.At last he was admitted, and, having eaten, came away, almost angered because of his pains in getting it.
At eleven o'clock of another evening, perhaps two weeks later, he was at the midnight offering of a loaf--waiting patiently.It had been an unfortunate day with him, but now he took his fate with a touch of philosophy.If he could secure no supper, or was hungry late in the evening, here was a place he could come.A
few minutes before twelve, a great box of bread was pushed out, and exactly on the hour a portly, round-faced German took position by it, calling "Ready." The whole line at once moved forward each taking his loaf in turn and going his separate way.
On this occasion, the ex-manager ate his as he went plodding the dark streets in silence to his bed.
By January he had about concluded that the game was up with him.
Life had always seemed a precious thing, but now constant want and weakened vitality had made the charms of earth rather dull and inconspicuous.Several times, when fortune pressed most harshly, he thought he would end his troubles; but with a change of weather, or the arrival of a quarter or a dime, his mood would change, and he would wait.Each day he would find some old paper lying about and look into it, to see if there was any trace of Carrie, but all summer and fall he had looked in vain.Then he noticed that his eyes were beginning to hurt him, and this ailment rapidly increased until, in the dark chambers of the lodgings he frequented, he did not attempt to read.Bad and irregular eating was weakening every function of his body.The one recourse left him was to doze when a place offered and he could get the money to occupy it.
He was beginning to find, in his wretched clothing and meagre state of body, that people took him for a chronic type of bum and beggar.Police hustled him along, restaurant and lodginghouse keepers turned him out promptly the moment he had his due;
pedestrians waved him off.He found it more and more difficult to get anything from anybody.
At last he admitted to himself that the game was up.It was after a long series of appeals to pedestrians, in which he had been refused and refused--every one hastening from contact.
"Give me a little something, will you, mister?" he said to the last one."For God's sake, do; I'm starving."
"Aw, get out," said the man, who happened to be a common type himself."You're no good.I'll give you nawthin'."
Hurstwood put his hands, red from cold, down in his pockets.
Tears came into his eyes.
"That's right," he said; "I'm no good now.I was all right.I
had money.I'm going to quit this," and, with death in his heart, he started down toward the Bowery.People had turned on the gas before and died; why shouldn't he? He remembered a lodginghouse where there were little, close rooms, with gas-jets in them, almost pre-arranged, he thought, for what he wanted to do, which rented for fifteen cents.Then he remembered that he had no fifteen cents.
On the way he met a comfortable-looking gentleman, coming, clean-
shaven, out of a fine barber shop.
"Would you mind giving me a little something?" he asked this man boldly.
The gentleman looked him over and fished for a dime.Nothing but quarters were in his pocket.
"Here," he said, handing him one, to be rid of him."Be off, now."
Hurstwood moved on, wondering.The sight of the large, bright coin pleased him a little.He remembered that he was hungry and that he could get a bed for ten cents.With this, the idea of death passed, for the time being, out of his mind.It was only when he could get nothing but insults that death seemed worth while.
One day, in the middle of the winter, the sharpest spell of the season set in.It broke grey and cold in the first day, and on the second snowed.Poor luck pursuing him, he had secured but ten cents by nightfall, and this he had spent for food.At evening he found himself at the Boulevard and Sixty-seventh Street, where he finally turned his face Bowery-ward.Especially fatigued because of the wandering propensity which had seized him in the morning, he now half dragged his wet feet, shuffling the soles upon the sidewalk.An old, thin coat was turned up about his red ears--his cracked derby hat was pulled down until it turned them outward.His hands were in his pockets.
"I'll just go down Broadway," he said to himself.
When he reached Forty-second Street, the fire signs were already blazing brightly.Crowds were hastening to dine.Through bright windows, at every corner, might be seen gay companies in luxuriant restaurants.There were coaches and crowded cable cars.
In his weary and hungry state, he should never have come here.